When i was little, long time before i known you i thought love is my safe zone, I thought love is when you are unable to sleep because of the butterflies in your stomach. I thought love is when you are awake but still dreaming, i thought love is daydreaming. thought i saw love in his blue eyes, i thought love is supposed to make you feel home, I thought love is beautiful I thought love is god’s heaven on earth. I thought love is colorful, I thought love is him. Then he left erasing all the colors, he left me colorblind, my life turned black and white, he left me turning the butterflies to flames burning my stomach, burning me inside.
Daydreams turned into nightmares, you left the garden you once planted inside of me die from thirst for your love, your blue ocean eyes the ones i swam in them betrayed me and made me drown. The home your love once gave me was made of papers, one rain drop and it was gone; leaving me homeless.
The warmth your love made me feel turned out to be a fever-it was too cold that i got sick. the zone that i once called my safe zone turned into war zone, war zone between my heart and my mind, i either kill my feelings or they will kill me.
Bittersweet love 