How i wish you were still here

You once told me your favourite song and the way you love the world, you once told me your favourite song and how it plays in your mind nonstop, you told me how much you love getting drunk and hate the feeling of waking up alone.

You once told me how much you loved me only to wake up and tell me you no longer want me, you once told me you loved the way i write about things only to wake up and find you killing me with my own ink.

You once kissed my lips in my dreams and in my awaken all i found was empty sheets

-you’ve always been a dream. I always mistaken my lucid dreams with reality.

I was a whole before you, you came and left a hole in my heart a hole that no one can ever overhaul.

You once told me how much you love me and hate the distance only to leave me behind the very next day.

Its been days without you, without telling you things and hearing your silly laugh, you left like summer without a warning, but like the flowers try their best to stay alive when autumn arrives my heart tried its best, but still it fell to the ground, and with the wind it scattered.

You were my summer, the summer that made my heart glow and roses grow, always thought you’ll be my endless summer only for you to shock me and kill me with a storm.

You once told me to remember you in songs, and here i am my feet cant stop spinning around calling out your name singing your favourite songs, beginning the world to let us be again.

You once told me how much you wanted to kiss me and touch my hand, and ever since I’ve been feeling home sick to a feeling i never felt, and would never feel.

I once told you that I’ve been longing, longing for your touch, longing for your arms to be around me and warm me, protect me only to wake up on empty white sheets.

You left with no warning, and for your soul I’ll be forever yearning.

I once told you i would die to see you smile, only to find out you’ve been killing me ever since.

I once told you how empty my world would be and yet you still left, your leaving was quite but the damage my dear the damage was so loud that my whole world the world i built for us fell apart.

You left, and the pain you caused still linger and for your eyes I’ll be forever longing.