With a mouth full of white lies, i promised the world that i no longer have feelings for you
And with a clouded mind full of blue thoughts, i locked the memories of you in the back of my head, and promised that I’ll never look at it ever again, but in my dreams i see you touching my skin, caressing me and whispering how much you’ve missed me, and us.
With a mosaicked heart, i loved you and like an artist worships his art; i did you.
With steady legs, and a teary eyes i tried to run away, but the tears blurred my vision, and i ended up falling and to bits and pieces i scattered all over the place, where we once made vows and where i felt my heart breaks.
With a mouth full of white lies, i whispered your name to the skies, and asked them to push you further away from me, but only then i found you close to me, so close that i almost forgot how it felt when you first left.
I sat watching you ungluing my mosaicked heart, with so much enjoyment in your eyes and admired how invested you were in destroying me, while i wanted nothing but to grow old with you.
With a mouth thats been tired of telling white lies, and an aching heart, i gotta admit that i miss your lookalike mars eyes, and that goddamn laugh-i miss all of the possibilities we had, and all of the memories we could’ve had, i miss all of the late night calls, and the way we hold, i miss them all, but i want none of them back, nor the pain they hold within.
With a mind sinking with blue thoughts, and a mouth full of white lies, i unlocked the cage where i kept all of your memories and all of the what if’s and maybes and let them haunt me; in hopes that one day, I’ll mean it when i say i no longer miss your mars lookalike eyes.
Bittersweet love 