“Its like we never happened, i promise” i said through my teeth, knowing i can never truly erase you, you’re tattooed on my heart, now, always and forever.
You’ll be my favourite daisy in a field full of roses, and you’ll always be my safe haven-even if you put me in a million war, knowing I’d lose each time, I’ll always take the risk for you.
I once called you a shelter who refused to be my home, but you’ve always been a home who refused to shelter me, and im just a little lost kid hoping one day I’d find the right keys to enter.
“I’ll stop writing about you” i wiped my tears and said, and heard the amount of pain in your silence, the loudest silence I’ve ever witnessed.
I promised that I’ll stop writing about you, but you, you my dear are my ink, paper, letters and poetry.
I even promised you for the millionth time I’ll move on, knowing damn well that I’ll never really be totally over you, oh lord please not you.
I’ll forever keep you like an old book, I’ll keep you the way i keep my prayers, and you’ll forever be that 11:11 wish, and I’ll always wait for that day to come and bring my wish to life.
You’ll always be my favourite hello, and hardest goddamn goodbye-but the second you knock the door you’ll find me with wide opened arms and a smiling face telling you “welcome home”
You’ll forever be my home. That’s a promise I’ll forever keep, far or near, hurt or in love, I’ll stand by that.
But for now, the saddest part is that we won’t work out, we’re just hanging souls waiting to be intertwined, waiting for the universe to explode and let us be.
In another life time, i promise you, my soul will find yours, in another life time I’ll love you the way i want to-but for now i have to do that from a distance.
Hanging souls, miles apart but will never truly get over each other.
You’re the right person, in the most painfully wrong time.
I’m keeping you as a prayer, with a hopeful heart that you’ll keep me as an oath.
This is not a goodbye, its just simply a see you later-even if it was in another life time, it will always be a see you later.
Bittersweet love 