When you sleep, do you miss me too?

I miss the friend i had in you. Before all the i love you’s. And before me getting so confused.

I miss the friend i saw in you, way before i fell for you. And way before holding your hand.

I miss the sound of your voice, Way before it started shooting bullets in me. And back when it used to be my favourite sound.

I miss the way your eyes laid on me. How i used to see my home in them. Way before they decided that she is your favourite thing to see.

I miss the friend i had in you, Before all of the i love you’s. And before painting my life with the colour blue.

I miss the friend i had in you, And i wish i had never met the lover in you. I wish i had never loved you the way i do

I wish i had never met the lover in you. How it never kissed my cheek, nor said goodbye

I wish i had never met the lover in you, For it had made me sleepless so many nights When you were wrapped in the sheets she had

I miss the friend i had in you, How it gently loved me too. The way the lover in you never did

I miss the friend i had in you, How it felt what I’m feeling too. Way before breaking my heart became your favourite thing to do.

I miss the friend in you, How gently it caressed my pain away. Way before you decided to push me to see only blue.

I miss the friend i had in you. But never the lover in you, And i wish i had i never crossed roads with the stranger i once saw in you.

I miss the friend i had in you, But its crazy how the lover in you, is almost like the stranger in you. It never loved me too.