As you shut the door behind you, my heart cracked, you shut the door carelessly and i started falling to pieces i watched my heart fall to the floor and its pieces crying out for help, i didn’t know what to do or what to feel, my heart been broken so many times that this time it felt that its finally home; it felt that pain is my only true home. i couldn’t careless about what to do or how to heal it.
I sat on the porch; as days passed by and i waited for you to come back , i called your name so many times and even looked at the sky in hopes it would answer me.
I sat and waited for days and maybe months i lost count, i asked the stars; the ones you said they look like our love, if you’ll ever come back. My pity heart how blindly in love it was; even our love you compared it to stars- dead stars, so dead that it stopped shining with no warning signs and left me broken behind in the dark.
I walked in the place i once called home, i looked at the vodka you used to drink and it hit me how your promises couldn’t last the night- just like your sobriety. I picked my broken pieces the ones i gave with no conditions and left the place.
For I’ve loved you before i even known you, and you broke me before i could even say hello , and when i tried to seize the chance to touch your hands; You compared me to your ex lover.
This is my goodbye, my love, the goodbye that I had to say before i got to say hi nor look deeply in your eyes.
Bittersweet love 