Empty bottles and vodka lies, how many times do i have to lie to my pity heart.
Empty bottles and vodka lies, how can i get drunk from two eyes? How can i lose it all from a single thought?
Vodka lies and wine nights, told my heart not to risk it but in empty roads she took it and fucked it.
Wine night and red lying mouth, i kept saying her name like a verse in some holy book, i prayed between her eyes and purified from holy water coming from between her thighs.
Empty bottles and vodka lies, i lied in bed wrapping my arms around her waist and promised that i will always obey.
She filled the holes inside my heart with endless lies when i promised her I’ll plant hers til she becomes a whole.
Wine nights and car rides, she kept breaking my heart one too many times til i lost the love i had for myself, and ripped my soul in two while begging her to stay.
She broke my heart one too many times when all i wanted to do is heal her heart, and kiss her lips one too many times.
She wanted me to be hers but she never wanted to be mine, and between her vodka promises and winey mouth i found my soul completely ripped and on the roads we once drove, my pity heart bled for the loss of her; a loss of something i never even had, a loss of love that was never meant to be mine.
With teary eyes and drunken heart, after begging you to love me, i sat on my knees and begged you to take my soul, i begged you to break it til it turns to ashes and fades away- and for the first time, you obeyed.
Bittersweet love 