To die everyday in the name of living, to kill yourself and cut your heart to pieces in the name of love
When did i fall in love with you? I wondered while spinning around the room like a ballet dancer, on my tiptoes-dancing, dancing to the echo my love for you makes.
Spring wind playfully plays with my hair, and the curtains envy me for the way it does.
The sun lights up the room, and the moon starts to fade away taking every bit of darkness away with him.
“Make a wish” the sun said while admiring every inch of my body, i giggled shyly because the first thing that came to my mind is you, you all the time.
“Her” i said as i stripped down of denying my feelings.
I stood near my window and looked outside looking and admiring nature, how is it possible that i wish you were here right now looking with me, how can i crave a touch that i never felt? A sentence of 3 words that i never heard? How can i crave someone that isn’t mine? I drafted away with thoughts of you, me and us.
Us talking til the sun comes up , us kissing in the kitchen, and us, us simply being in the same place, in the same time.
My body is burning from yearning to your touch, from longing to kisses that it never even felt-the touch that will probably make me asthmatic, out of breath, and dying in the most beautiful way.
Kisses that i wish you could draw perfectly on every inch of my body, like a canvas of yours, i want you to treat me. My stomach is tired from playing the role of a gymnastic, doing flips and jumping just from thoughts of you.
The world i built for us, just for you and me, is burning down from longing to you, the world i built for you and me, is homesick for a person-if the world i built for us is longing for you, and homesick for you, imagine how I’m feeling without you right next to me.
Heart beats fast, body is yearning, and my lips are longing.
Heart beats fast, faster than thunderstorms, and my knees go weak, weak whenever someone mentions your name, or whenever i hear you giggle-i wish i could say its my favourite melody, but its more like my favourite verse, the verse i feel safe when i hear it, the verse i play when i cant sleep at night.
Arrhythmia is gonna be the death of me, but little do i care if that means I’ll find you by my side, holding my hand and kissing my cheeks.
Im not an atheist but i would drop every religion i believe in, and only worship you.
Bittersweet love 