Her.

I wonder if i cross your mind sometimes, even if its by accident, even if its because i post a lot of stories so you’d notice that i still exist

I still exist in the other part

With wide open arms

Wide open arms waiting to be wrapped around you

Wrapped around you til you’re one piece again

And to pieces I’d fall after

I’d scatter the floor

And get you drunk with my blood

Get you drunk til you text me

And tell me that i still exist

Exist in the back of your mind

Or in a corner that you no longer visit

In a country you hate

Around people that tore us apart

Us apart was destined from the beginning

When i saw you standing wearing leather jacket

Waiting to see my sight

And i was waiting to see your smile

To take you to the place i love the most

And got drunk with you

You asked about my childhood

And i asked about your eyes

How they looked at me

And how my heart was beating fast

With every word you said

How i wanted you to treat me

The way you treat your music

But you never asked about my poetry

And i cant seem to stop writing about you

I told you about my favourite singer

And you wanted me to listen to the songs you love

You asked why am i so quiet

And i was there memorising every detail about you

You wrapped your arms around me

And asked to see me soon

And I’ve been standing there

With wide open arms

Waiting for the soon you talked about

That cant seem to arrive

Waiting for you to come

And tell me that i cross your mind sometimes.